"Study hard , mama baba harapkan kamu , Tolong buktikan dekat adik beradik and cousin cousin . "

"But why me ?"

"Because you can"

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Tell me , nak sedih ke nak gembira ke nak apa ? Mama and baba bagi aku amanah , bagi aku tugas , bagi aku kerja , letak aku sebagai harapan . sedangkan , sedangkan aku tak sehebat ,sebagus ,sepandai . Aku takut , aku takut aku tak dapat bagi apa yang mama baba nak . Aku takut aku kecewa kan dorang . Ya Allah , dugaan ke rezeki ? boleh ke ? Senang ke ? hmph . Aku nak , aku nak sangat jadi yang the best among the siblings , cousin family and all . but i'm scared to try because i'm scared i fail to do that . Uitm , kenapa babi kau tak adil ? Goverment system sucks , Is it fair for those who get alots of A's and for those who have no A's , but you choose the student with no A's . Hah stupid ?!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fucked up ! Stressed out , im stupid , i have no luck , i born to be a failure .God , give me some strength , please . I want to be one of the person who can make their parents proud of them , i want to be on the list too . Haih , bila cinta bertasbih nadi ku terdugup dugup , kembang kepis dada ku ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *tetiba Hmph start from now , nanti dah start belajar , i've promise myself to study hard and make my mom and dad smile . hehehehe insyallah , I try my best . Sebab Allah bagi setiap hambanya rezeki tetapi perbezaannya cuma cara kita mendapatkan nya atau sudah terlentang depan mata . God is fair , 

Assalammualaikum :*