Hey , Its been a long time i didnt post anything in this blog .I just really really so so so damn busy in my life . Its too complicated to explain everything at once .Here we go , I bring my 4A's (sucks) result to Uitm Kota Samarahan at Sarawak .Yeah its really far .far from my family ,boyfriend and ofcourse my bestfriendsssss .But bila lagi nak berjalan kalau bukan masa belajar ? haha everyone was asking "Kau sanggup ke beela?!" "Serious kau nak ?" "Nanti tk rindu family ke?" and 175659439 fucking questions .When i think about it , I still couldnt accept the fact that I am here . HERE AT SARAWAK ! Oh god.
2012 is fucking fast ,The times flies so fast .rasa nya baru je amik Spm result ,But when I woke up from dream,I just finish my 1st semester at here as a Public Admin student . Homesick ? Hahaha yeah (no) sometimes when Im with my friends , Im having fun here . really fun .Everyweek kitaorang mesti keluar,and yknow , Goverment college , pukul 11 dah tutup gate . so terpaksa lah ikut jalan tikus if ada guard dekat pagar , if not ,kiteorg jadi penjenayah macam nak pecah masuk rumah orang , lalu bawah pagar . Can you imagine it ? meniarap bawah pagar yang sangat sempit ,semput mak . kalau ada guard , jadi askar kejap lah , lalu hutan . kaki mesti merah merah ,Kiteorang tunggu hantu bagi salam dulu kot baru nak insaf . Haha :-) Its one of those moment why im having fun here . Banyak lagi :-) Friends. But when it comes with environment . haihh i still trying .theres no restoran or anything port for lepak bukak 24 jam . Imagine ? ._. Koyak weii . Banyak lagi uolls . hehehe
But when i lay on my bed,stare at the wall .I just want to cry , I miss my old life .Be a school student,no need to scared about those result for any subject because tak akan repeat pun .All those moment with a boyfriend .Haih and my parents ambition to see my achievement , Im just soooooooooo scared . The feeling when your parents hoping something from you that you didnt even know you can achieve or not ? It just really scared .Damn scared .Im just too weak to write it all here . Just let it be in my heart , and I know . Im strong enough to face all this . Alah , kalau kita tak kuat ,Takkan Allah nak bagi dugaan yang kita tak mampu nak buat kan ?
Assalammualaikum :-)
