Have you ever felt so bad that everything you do isnt right? When no one ever give you support but expect alot from you?When there's nothing you can do but to watch yourself fail everytime and contantly blame yourself for everything ? I just wish for everything to be fine and okay . But I don't know how, I just cant. Everything I do is not appreciated. No one understands me . I dont bother telling them cause I know it wont make much difference . I know they wont agree with me. But trust me , I feel this way all the time , I tell myself Im okay, Im fine , I can face this , but only God knows how much it hurts inside . I speak to myself all the time in the dark when Im all alone and think about this all the time . I just wish for things to go right and the way everyone want it to be .But I can't force fate to do it .I don't know how ,I dont want to give up.I've never felt like what I do is right ,maybe Im just useless ?Everything I do isnt right for anyone .When people say things that I dont like, I just keep quiet and act like everything is fine But honestly ,Its not . I cant wait for everything to be over . I cant wait for the day when I prove to everyone what they say and think is wrong .And when that day arrives,I know everything and every pain ,every scar I faced was worth it .I just dont know when . I just dont know what to do sometimes,I just feel like breaking down and n, I dont need people to come and comfort me cause deep inside they dont really care ,they're just curious .I cant do this , I cant face this every single time . Im tired , I just want to go away and start a new life . I have to put faith in my heart and wait for the day to come
