14 November 2012

Unexpected love story

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life.Your bestfriend,your soulmate.The one you can tell your dreams to.He'll brush your hair out of your eyes,send you flowers when you least expect it.He'll stare at you during the movies,een though he paid 14dollars to see it.He'll call to say goodnight or just because he is missing you.He'll look in your eyes and tell you you're the most beautoful girl ever and for the first time in your life,you'll believe it.But.





And at the end,what you plan with him.To be with him,forever.Is just in your dream.Because what he did before is just temporary.What he promise,is just bullshit.And now,you are alone.waiting for a miracle to happen.You sick,sick for putting so much hopes,sick for trusting people,sick for hearing all the sweet words.And what you believe now is ,God have someone better than him.Even better than him and will come soon.Now or later,you wait .Because you have to believe,yeah you need to believe that one day a guy will come.A memories will stay memories,and soon someone will make the memories more than a memories.Someone will be there for you forever,but you don't believe it because of your past .But the day when he die,you believe it .You believe that,he is your forever guy.because he there,until the day he die.And that is the time,you trust that forever is exist.Not for you,but for someone who love you.And that time too,you realize that you need to find someone who need and want you to be in their life.Someone who accept you for who you are.Someone who listen your silly and stupid jokes,someone who willing to wipe your sweat.Someone who be himself/herself infront of you.Someone who never forget to text you.Someone who call your mom,their mom.Someone who wipe your tears.Someone who call you ugly but actually he dont mean it.Someone who choose you than dota games.Someone who smell your shit.And treat you like their friend,bestfriend,a real friend but actually you are their princess,everything.Someone who give their arms for you to sleep.Ignore the pain,the numb.It just so beautiful,but you don't see it,you don't want to realize how important you in he's life.You ignore everything,because you scared to giving hopes.again,so you acted like a shit,infront him.You flirt with someone else.But he still there .With you because he love you so much,he give you a thousand chance.but you dont regret anything .You want to rebel.because of your past .You dont give a shit.and that day ,you realize.you regret .You want to turn back time,you want to treat him like a prince.But that day,is just too late,because he's gone.forever.

Love is not about the sweet memories,but is about defense for the relationship